Artworks of Suci

 

I Have Wings, I Fly High

Renata Batwing shirt - mom's present, Magnolia necklace, Forever21 belt, Point One jeans, Amante Wedges

Stay Hungry Stay Foolish!

Stay Hungry Stay Foolish -Steve Job

Stay Hungry Stay Foolish 800x600 : download wallpaper here

Happy Graduation!

 

Its tooo late to salute you, nebot! Hehehe. Happy Graduation, my friend. 

The world is waiting your coming :D

Let's Conquer The World

COME ON GUYS! LETS CONQUER THE WORLD :D

Let's Conquer The World 800x600 : Download wallpaper here

Happy New Year 2012

Its 2012 already. Many lessons in 2011, UP and down, happy and sad. As a human being, we did mistakes, as I am, Many. Do I regret it? Of course not, Arrogant?  NOOOO! If we never did mistakes then we are never learn. Sometimes we have to failed first for learning BIG think. Sometimes we have to feel guilty first and be more sincere to say sorry, and so on. Yeah that's life. Funny ha?

In 2011, I've done may things. I maybe cannot mention all the things, just the occasions I highlight. I worked but now, up and down relationship, wearing Hijab, build my own shoe line, and so on. In 2012 I want my shoe line have a real online store with all new variant model, at least I have 10 models in a year ahead. Increase my own Income. Buy new gadgets. Have a better relationship with family, friends and bf. Also be better in religion life. Menjalankan sholat wajib serta sunnah. Fasting at least four times a month. Beramal sebanyak-banyaknya dan menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik yang disayang Allah SWT. AMIN Ya ALLAH....


Oh I also change my blog appearance hehehe What do ya think, guys? :D

Last but not least, 

Bye 2011, Welcome 2012
Have a blessed year ahead, human on earth :)

Simplygeeky Featured on New York Time Newspaper LOL

 

Keep Walking. Keep Praying. KEEP DREAMING!

Simple artwork but means a lot. Here we go! Read the explanation.

Wedges : That was Wooden Light Wedges from mixnutshoes 

Mixnut on the move : I expect Shoe line ini selalu bergerak. Lebih maju, tentunya!

Penunjuk jalan : I wanna travel all around the world

Money : Punya uang banyak supaya bisa lebih banyak menyenangkan orang lain.

AMIN!!!

Seperti manusia kebanyakan, gue juga kadang mengalami fase dimana gue merasa sangat down dan sangat terpuruk. Banyak hal yang gue harapkan akan begini malah jadinya begitu. Hal yang gue sangka akan menjadi seperti A malah menjadi seperti E. Sangat sangat jauh dari ekspektasi gue. 

Bukan hanya gue yang merasakan hal seperti ini, pastinya. Gue yakin kok I'm not the only one who feel suffer, jadi bukannya gue mau mendramatisir apapun yang gue ungkapkan, tentu aja bukan. Ini juga bukan karena urusan percintaan, keluarga, pertikaian, perkelahian, perebutan anak, perceraian (ini berlebihan). Tapi karena gue sendiri. Hidup gue sendiri, yang kadang gue sendiri nggak ngerti harus bagaimana. Semakin dewasa gue tumbuh, gue merasa banyak yang harus dipikirkan, banyak yang harus dikerjakan, diprioritaskan, dan gue harus menjadi lebih bertanggung jawab bukan satu bukan dua hal tapi segala hal. 

Gue jadi inget ketika dulu gue masih kecil dan gue susah makan (kata nyokap gue), gue di bawa ke kebun binatang, sea world, taman mini, dll, iya supaya gue mau makan katanya. Dulu juga sewaktu sepatu roda lagi HITS, gue minta dibelikan 1 sama Alm bokap gue, dan ketika dibelikan ternyata merk-nya tidak sesuai dnegan yang gue harapkan, maka gue ngambek minta diganti dengan barbie beserta ken dan anak-anaknya saja. Tapi setelah dibelikan apa? gue malah meminta dibelikan lagi sepatu roda dengan merk yang gue inginkan. 

Tapi mungkin nggak sekarang ketika gue lagi galau masalah hidup, gue minta ke nyokap supaya membawa gue ke kebun binatang atau sea world lagi supaya gue nggak galau? 

Terus ngajak ngomong buaya, 'neng, kamu harus lebih bersyukur karena kamu bukan buaya, karena kalau kamu buaya kamu pasti berjodoh dnegan paaya'. Atau, 'kamu harus bersyukur kamu nggak dikurung di dalem akuarium raksasa dan hidup bareng ikan duyung dan bahkan berbagi makanan dnegan hiu listrik (emang ada?). Nggak mungkin kan? Iya, nggak akan mungkin! 

Happy Birthday, Maksum Priangga..

Selamat Ulang Tahun, Maksum Priangga...

Maaf.. aku nggak bisa berdiri di depan pintu kamar kamu dengan langsung mengantar kue tart penuh dekorasi cantik lengkap dengan lilin berangka 22, memberi surprise item yang paling kamu mau tepat di jam 12 malam. Nggak ada yang bisa aku lakukan selain buat birthday postcard, ngucapin lewat telpon, bbm, twitter, dan blog. Aku nggak bisa kasih ucapan penuh kata-kata manis apalagi menyanyikan lagu romantis. Yang bisa aku lakukan hanya menyelipkan nama kamu disetiap doaku, berdoa kepada Allah SWT semoga apa yang kamu cita-citakan selama ini tercapai di masa yang akan datang dan kamu bisa bahagia sampai hidup kekal di akhirat nanti. Sukses ndut..

May Allah SWT always bless you, dear... all the time...


xoxo
Anita

Tuesday with Fuschia

 

 

( Magnolia shirt&belt, The Little Things She Needs flat shoes, Mayonette bag, 

Others are unbranded)

These photograph are taken right after had a face treatment. Geez, it was terrible, right? Let me call these photos with, Tuschia. Tuesday with Fuschia. ;P

The Veil

They say, "Oh, poor girl, you're so beautiful you know
It's a shame that you cover up your beauty so.
"She just smiles and graciously responds reassuringly,

"This beauty that I have is just one simple part of me.T
his body that I have, no stranger has the right to see.
These long clothes, this shawl I wear, ensure my modesty.
Faith is more essential than fashion, wouldn't you agree?

This hijab,
This mark of piety,Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.

A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

They tell her, "Girl, don't you know this is the West and you are free?

You don't need to be opressed, ashamed of your femininity.
"She just shakes her head and she speaks so assuredly,

"See the bill-boards and the magazines that line the check-out isles,

with their phony painted faces and their air-brushed smiles?
Well their sheer clothes and low cut gowns are really not for me.
You call it freedom, I call it anarchy."

This hijab,

This mark of piety,Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.

A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.

So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.
Lift the veil from your heart and seek the heart of purity.

The Veil - Dawud Wharnsby Ali

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I belong to ME. Strange!

Been busy lately. Nothing to do but I just wanna share my pain. Have you ever feel like a piece of paper? drifting to the wind. Blows into nowhere. No destination. Even to stand on your own feet, you cannot. Very dramatic. And, have you ever been at the situation, when you cannot trust someone, even when someone offering you a bunch of hope, offering you a shoulder, you just cannot. Absurd. I've been learning for several month about doing something that isn't your passion. Sitting around a strange environment. See a crime, a betrayal, an unhealthy place for real, but you can do nothing. The only one thing you can do is silent, ya you can't do anything.

I don't know why people think differently? Any idea? But why I always think very different with another. I may be come from another planet so I have a different DNA.

I feel like ah Well, this is the problem, when you can't express what actually you can do, when you can't do the thing which is right, and you feel like you are trapped in the middle of different people. You have to move on, right? You have to let it go, let go of the thing that could destroy yourself. No need to worry, anita! Money can't buy you happiness. As your family told you, ya because you're belong to yourself, not any other people. Not even one person, except ALLAH. So, no need to be afraid. Just let it go! Follow your heart, follow your passion, you can do something even bigger than just do the same thing from monday to friday. YEAH! You decide it, so take it as a responsibility!


From now on, I already decide, Let's just start with Bismillah....

Don't Give UP, anita :'D

"When you try you're best but you don't succeed. When you get what you want but not what you need. Stuck in Reverse"

Fix you - Coldplay

Those common words are combining into a simply meaningful lyrics. Cannot be describe but can be feel by heart. Thanks for Coldplay.

I know that Allah SWT always beside to look after me, no need to worry, Anita *tears*

Insecure

When you cannot be original, actually it's the turning point to make a change.

When someone ask you to obey and stick to the rules which is couldn't fit with you, you have to think twice of your choice.

When you cannot leave someone because you yourself but at the same time you also hurt yourself, it is actually double trouble.

When you feel so tired facing your daily boring life because of the same problem, you have to tell yourself that it's not good for you.

Kinda funny when I advising myself and wrote easily the whole statement, but I never do it for sure. I never dare to ask myself to make a change, to make a choice, to treat myself well. Me myself know very well that I can't stand with this problem any longer. I'm just quiet and waiting for a miracles, inspite my heart said the opposite.

Everyone had their own family as I am, I had my own family and of course they're love me, and why I wanna get hurt by another which is haven't any kind of relationship with me? Why anita? WHY?

I already know that life won't working very straight and life won't goes without any obstacles. I already knew that life isn't easy, on the other hand, everyone wants their life going well. 

Well anyway, who wants get hurt.... ?

Happy 21 Birthday, Anita! :D

May Allah SWT always with me in every condition. May Allah SWT alsways bless my lucky 21 and also the next age. May Allah always bless me in every single breath. Please Allah, I wanna be something to my mom and family. I wanna grow mature. I wanna be a good person for You, mom, family, and everyone. I wanna grow to be a succesful person, so that I could see many people smiling face. Simply because I wanna share my everything I had even money to you all who need kinda help. I wanna make you feel very proud of me, dad. Actually too many wishes that I couldn't share here. Please dear Allah, Grant my prayer :D

At last... Happy Birthday to me. 21, Have a Blast. *BIG GRIN*

Late Welcoming March

Already seventh of march and still do the very unpredictable job. Keep on moving. Feel it. Be happy instead of sad. Enjoy it otherwise you'll be dying, Anita!

Gangguan Keseimbangan, Penyakit Apa?

Hari ini resmi 2 minggu gw bekerja, awal perubahan yang lumayan berpengaruh besar pada pola hidup terutama tubuh.Mungkin bagi sebagian orang bekerja adalah hal yang biasa, hal yang sangat wajar, bahkan itu memang tahap yang harus ditempuh setelah kuliah.

Tapi bagi gw, itu hal yang baru, strange, and a bit frustrated. Kenapa? Karena hanya bisnis dan jualan yang ada di otak gw ini. Aneh. Ya memang. Yang gw alami kali ini, memang seperti terlihat sangat kekanak-kanakan sekali.

Here the story goes..

Hari pertama sampai hari ketiga kerja sangat menyenangkan, bahkan gw juga mengunjungi beberapa tempat, memang pekerjaan gw agak mobile, asik sih. Gw juga bingung kenapa bisa drop dan harus izin di hari ketiga dan keempat.

Kebayang nggak? Pernah nggak?

Work Dork Work. Means what?

Yesterday was my first day, I did my job. And now, here again I'm sitting behind my desk, do nothing ( no tasks yet ) and think about my future. This kinda-process-of-life is only one step to achieve another Allah great plan.  I believe like everyone believe in their God. Yea, I believe in Allah. Since I decided to takes this chance, I thank you God more and more. I know this is a learning process that given to me. This is the great part, I owe myself a reward, because I thought that I am growing up ( excuse lol ). I did this job because of Allah, me myself, my future, my mother, my family, and you, my future husband. :D

Job, place, people are great here. Wish me tons of luck, guys. I'm begging you a pray. Bismillah ya Allah.....

Have a wonderful day, Anita :D

50.000 Something!

No matter how poor you are. No matter how 'kere' you are. Having fun is a basic human right. You deserve to had it! As a proven, Me and my friend still had a lots of fun within only spend Rp 50.000 something. You have to noted to your self, We're not starving and get bored. We are Happy :D

Enjoy the picture of food which is only spent around 50.000 for all. 

There you go!!!

(mie ayam Rp 6.000)

( Batagor Rp 6.000 )

( Enjoying street food :D )