Bandung. Please.....

Draft. Plan. Dream. We make a draft. We plan. We dream too high. InshaAllah the ‘things’ we planned carefully will be launch within a week.

Pray for US! Bismillah :D

Retire and Hijab

September, 12 ‘11

What happened on that day? The very special one for me,  a turning point, a big decision, a hard life choices, so on. That day, I decide to covering my head with hijab. Such a miracle or what should I call it beside miracle? Maybe Hidayah or anything could be. Actually whats really matters in my soul until I change all over my appearance? I myself don’t know the answer. Or maybe...

Almost 7 months I work in one of famous news media, be a part of marketing division. There, I learn many things. From my own tasks until life lessons. Until I surrender  and decide to quit. Not an easy choice. But I have no option. I cannot tolerant myself to accept all the good even bad things there. Its time for me to move on and try another way to achieve the goal which I really want to. I convincing myself and I finally QUIT J

People told me that I was fail in career because I can’t be strong. I don’t wanna prove anything, I don’t wanna be a hero or whatever. I just follow my intuition. I wanna start something new to challenge myself.

Last 2 months, I read about Hijab, Islam, and every lil thing in it. I feel like I’m a sinner, I’m not a good person, I’m a bad one, I’m nothing compare with another muslimah. Sometimes I cannot breath, tears down my face like this time, cannot sleep well. I think about a death. I don’t wanna die in a bad condition. I’m afraid of die young with naked condition. What a big question mark in my head. Then why I’m not wearing it right now?

My mantra : “Just do Allah SWT rule, Allah SWT will help anything, stay beside Allah, together solve the problem and find the solution”.

And Alhamdulillah after struggling with my own brain, Finally I’m wearing it on that day. Many story behind this decision. Later I will tell a story.... InshaAllah..

Support me guys, It’s all that I need. Keep Istiqomah. Thank you so much :D

Eid Mubarak!!!!

I know that its too late to say :

Minal Aidin Walfaidzin. Mohon Maaf Lahir Batin.

May Allah SWT always bless us in every single breath. Amin

The Veil

They say, "Oh, poor girl, you're so beautiful you know
It's a shame that you cover up your beauty so.
"She just smiles and graciously responds reassuringly,

"This beauty that I have is just one simple part of me.T
his body that I have, no stranger has the right to see.
These long clothes, this shawl I wear, ensure my modesty.
Faith is more essential than fashion, wouldn't you agree?

This hijab,
This mark of piety,Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.

A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

They tell her, "Girl, don't you know this is the West and you are free?

You don't need to be opressed, ashamed of your femininity.
"She just shakes her head and she speaks so assuredly,

"See the bill-boards and the magazines that line the check-out isles,

with their phony painted faces and their air-brushed smiles?
Well their sheer clothes and low cut gowns are really not for me.
You call it freedom, I call it anarchy."

This hijab,

This mark of piety,Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.

A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.

So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.
Lift the veil from your heart and seek the heart of purity.

The Veil - Dawud Wharnsby Ali

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Quote Of The Day

"Depends on your own, you will forever safe. It's not about the Arrogance, but Experience"

                                                                                                                 - Anita Nur Indah -

I belong to ME. Strange!

Been busy lately. Nothing to do but I just wanna share my pain. Have you ever feel like a piece of paper? drifting to the wind. Blows into nowhere. No destination. Even to stand on your own feet, you cannot. Very dramatic. And, have you ever been at the situation, when you cannot trust someone, even when someone offering you a bunch of hope, offering you a shoulder, you just cannot. Absurd. I've been learning for several month about doing something that isn't your passion. Sitting around a strange environment. See a crime, a betrayal, an unhealthy place for real, but you can do nothing. The only one thing you can do is silent, ya you can't do anything.

I don't know why people think differently? Any idea? But why I always think very different with another. I may be come from another planet so I have a different DNA.

I feel like ah Well, this is the problem, when you can't express what actually you can do, when you can't do the thing which is right, and you feel like you are trapped in the middle of different people. You have to move on, right? You have to let it go, let go of the thing that could destroy yourself. No need to worry, anita! Money can't buy you happiness. As your family told you, ya because you're belong to yourself, not any other people. Not even one person, except ALLAH. So, no need to be afraid. Just let it go! Follow your heart, follow your passion, you can do something even bigger than just do the same thing from monday to friday. YEAH! You decide it, so take it as a responsibility!


From now on, I already decide, Let's just start with Bismillah....

Life's Good

Life sucks. If you define it bad. Life is beautiful. If you define it good. Everything is nothing until you yourself define it. When you're down and feeling low. Even no one appreciate yourself, don't be mad, unless you are a Mad Hatter! Stay Positive and Strong! Let's conquer the world. Prove that you can beat it. Allah SWT never leave you, Allah SWT will do the rest of your hard work. Believe :D

We Want Harry Potter 7 Part 2

Sejak beredar kabar tidak menyenangkan mengenai ketidak tayangan Harry Potter 7 Part 2. Banyak sekali yang justru menyalahkan pemerintahan Indonesia yang secara sengaja tidak menayangkan film-film impor. Banyak sekali pihak yang mengklaim bahwa kesalahan hanya semata karena untuk menaikkan pamor film lokal. Benarkah begitu?

Hanung Bramantyo Blak-Blakan Soal Pajak Film Impor

Jadi sebenarnya, kita harus bersikap bagaimana? Yang dirugikan justru kita sendiri. Tapi dilain hal kita, terutama gw sama sekali tidak senang dengan tidak masuknya film impor. Apalagi yang seperti kita ketahui, harusnya besok 14 juli 2011, Harry Potter 7 Part 2 sudah tayang dan memenuhi bioskop-bioskop Jakarta.

Tidak beruntungnya lagi, kita nggak punya pengganti film lokal selama film impor tidak tayang. Memangnya masih ada yang mau nonton film porno yang dibungkus dengan film horor? Jujur, gw sih ilfeel setengah mati. Syukur kita masih punya banyak Sutradara yang sadar sepenuh jiwa dan raga membuat film-film berkualitas, seperti Hanung Bramantyo, Mira Lesmana, dll. Jadi masih ada sedikit harapan film lokal akan bisa maju dan merajai box office di bioskop Indonesia

Semoga ada keajaiban dan Importir Film membayar pajak sebagaimana mestinya. Jadi nggak ada yang dirugikan, semua senang :D

Quote Of The Day

"Sometimes, we better live in a dream. The only one place without a betrayal and crimes"

                                                                                                         - Anita Nur Indah-

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