Being a Full Time Mother

I love my family so much even I can not describe how much I love em. Here I am trying to mention some. My kid, he is a very smart baby which I never ever imagine before. I teach him how to eat by himself, I don't expect that much but he show me like incredible progress. You can visit his Instagram @arkanazayyan to prove my words.

My husband, he kinda serious man but in front of me, he is annoying yet awkward like literally a crazy man you guys never thought before. He has an evil smirk but actually kind hearted. He said no to even his family but me? He always find so many ways to accomplished my wishes, which sometimes even I can not believe he is that kind like generous guy I ever met in life. Sometimes I thought the price I mention was like nonsense but he pay the bills! And so on..

That were only a little, I can write all night long just to describe how they are mean to me... no, I need more time..

But as a mom. Full time mom. I feel like, this is life that I've been looking for? Wake up earlier and only have a little time to take a shower then make a breakfast for husband and kid, feeding kid, clean it up after, then clean up whole the things like bedroom and so on. Taking care baby like poo, pee, bath thingy and what so ever. Until you found that there is nothing to eat and you have to cook before lunch time. *fiuh*

Again, preparing kid's lunch, feed him, clean it up. Until you have literally no time just to check your Instagram account. That's a real life my friend, I am telling the truth.

Well, if I have to take a conclusion that....
Being a full time mom is so tiring. Finally *fiuh* That was one word I really want to say lately. Not only body but soul. Yes both.

For those who always mumbling your whole pregnancy life, please don't be. Wait until you feed your baby. Hehehe

But, my friend. No one ever told me to do that but myself. Even every word I mention was exactly what I really wanna do. I love every little thing I did with my family. Even if it was so tiring but looking my kid smile and the feeling of taking care without nanny's help was a pride. I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

At the beginning of marriage I cannot mop the floor btw ha ha even hubby is smarter than me.... but now, my 6months old baby eat with his own hands. That was beyond achievement. I finally can applying a baby led weaning method to feed my kid. So far so good and I am so happy. That feeling compare to tired body is nothing, my friend...

I am so happy to be a full time mom. I am thankful I see he is growing up everyday.....

But maaaaaan, mom was only a human.. she also need her own time. Yes my friend, I need a break also. I need a time to spent with my ownself. I need a specific time between me myself and I. Okay this is too much...

As simple as salon treatment, shopping, breathing free in the mid of fave mall haha yea mall is my fave place... sipping fave ice chocolate, eating good food... with no hubby nor kiddo. But me...

Or fun date with good friends might be a good choice....

Yes mom also need a break just to make sure she is back with a refresh body and soul, just like a gadget. Gadget needs an additional battery supplies, need a refresh when everything is ruined. After that, it works well and nicely just like before...