Stressful Released

my bf looks slimmer. noooo, not a cam trick, he is slim now :D

Lately, I'm in the mid of misery. I spent my time unwisely, sometimes I hate the situation around me, I hate noisy sounds behind. I just can't take a deep breath, can't be more tough since I know I had very heavy responsibility to my life, to my family. I spent my time unpleasantly. I used to smile and happy but sometimes failed miserably. Just failed that way. I taught myself, I'm happy, I should not listen all the noisy sounds behind, so on. But sometimes, I just can't. I need to speak up, and when I do, seems like no one understand. Oh that's okay. Yeah that's Okay. Then back again, I have to grateful every single time, I have to stand right on my own feet, no matter what. I have to hang on to Allah, I have to surrender myself to Allah and on my knees begging to Allah, human not.

Besides, I'm very thankful God sends me a person which was with him, I always succeed release my pain. We almost touch 6 years relationship. I'm no lying. Its not as smooth as you've seen btw, its just the same with common ppl. We ever hurt each other, broke up and so on. But the most important thing, we complete each other, that's worthy :)

And sometimes blogging also kinda self healing to me, I'm not intend to share my own private life. No! I just wanna share that life will never be perfect, as always. And we have to understand and grateful in every imperfection life that Allah gave to us. That's cool tho.. How if you own everything you want and no need to take a big effort to reach something that worth to you? Kinda boring, rite? Then, you'll never know what is desire, what is hard work, and you will never pray to Allah since you don't want anything else.

Oh-Well, I maybe wrong. May I underline? We will enjoy a very perfect life later, in Heaven :)

Actually, happiness is found anywhere. For me, its like a cup of green tea + choco chunk blizzard dairy queen, like a crunchy bite of chitato, like a simple 'are you okay, dear?', like a glass of yogurt drink, like a glass of thai tea coffee jelly dunkin donuts, like making an artwork, like typing thoughts, like enjoying Korean drama, barbie movie, etc, like sniffing lotsa perfume at mall, like collecting cute rings, like ....shopping ....and so on :D

Sooooo, let's find your own simple happiness from now ON! :D

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Lately I faces many problems. Seems like I've been trapped in the middle of strangers. I don't know who they are who actually really close to me, but sometimes they were really meant, huks. But, I can't do anything. I'm just silent. Well, the most important thing is, Me, Myself, and I have to learn the anger management since I can't control this feeling. Feels like I'm going to change into HULK! Well said! Yes! I have to be more calm. Then, I just can ignore mean people and I let myself forget it and stay happy with my own thought :D

I'm HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :D

Sunny Day

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I wear : 

layer cardi + sleeveless basic dress : simplygeeky

scarf : gift

wedges : urban&co

Met up. Karaoke. Sushi Tei. PIM. Sharing. Laugh. As usual. Happy, Alhamdulillah :)

Bold Red

 

Scarf : aunt's garden

Top : oversize batwing  top

by Simplygeeky

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Ps : Its like I'm not into bold color. Its just my skin ohhh noooooo and I'm eternally married with brown and pastel color :P

Hijab Style : Casual Mood

 

aunt's garden printed head-scarf & pocket shirt by simplygeeky, belt magnolia, jeans forever21, wedges urban&co

Been so tired lately. just see my tired face. capek. buluk. no make up even bedak aja cuma powder only. hehe emang biasanya juga gitusih, cuma kalo mau ke mall pake bedak padat tapi kali ini males dan nggak semangat karena berasa nggak fresh gitu. As usual, warna tetep coklat, warna hijab peach hehe gue jadi seperti agak susah move on gitu ya dari warna kebanggaan sendiri x_x. Lately emang lebih seneng casual hijab look sih. Lagi Mood :D

Ps : my web-store is in progress. wish me luck :D

Hijab Style : Escape To Forks

 

 

When you cannot breath free. When you lost your self defense to against all problem you had. When you really dunno how to release all the bad thoughts. When you feels like depressed. When the world is seems like so far away behind. When everything you did is totally wrong. When none support what you do. Just escape. To wherever. None knows. And what you need to do is just take a deep breath. Release. You may yelling out loud. You may do whatever you want. Satisfy you yourself. You may dancing, etc. Make it as a self relief. Ignore people. Remember fellas, you may fall down to the deepest down but you have to wake up again and tell yourself, 'I am FINE and HAPPY'... Just be happy guys, that's the simple thing you need.

Just read on! Skyscraper lyric. Song by Demi Lovato

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear
Yeah, oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper)

Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper 

Cheer up! :)

Must Wear Item : Belt

I wear belt in almost every day. For daily until formal outfit. Dunno why but I think it really fit on me. And too bad, most of them noooo I mean almost all are brown. 2 of 10 are black, and the rest are brown. Not the same color. Some are dark, some camel, and soft. From braided belt, square, wide, until round shape. I bought some of them at Magnolia, and some F21. So the conclusions is, My signature style : hijab, brown, belt, what else? I haven't found it yet :p. Hmmm... I think I'm going to buy a small black braided one at the next friday. AHA! At that day me and bf and friends are intend to watch The premiere of The Avengers at sency. We're already got the tickets in 3D. YAY! \=D/

Ps : I'm in love with Zee Avi. Her voice, music and lyric are lovely.. <3<3

Hijab Style : Touch of Brown and Pastel

cardi : magnolia , sleeveless basic dress : simplygeeky, belt : magnolia, chunky heels : debenhams

Brown is my signature color, why? Because every outfit I wore, I always combine it with brownie color. Mocca, chocolate, khaki, soft, dark, camel, milo, and all kind of brown. I love brown color so much! :D

Insta Insta Instagram

 

I'm soooo happy playing with instagram. Kinda shortcut for an amateur like me to have a good quality of photography. Hehehehe. Come come, lets follow each other right on instagram. Find me anitanurindah :D

In Love With Polka And Red

Simplygeeky red polka combi loose top, Gaudi jeans, Magnolia belt, Hanelai crocs wedges

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It's A Beautiful Night

 

Magnolia shirt and belt, simplygeeky blair pants, hanelai crocs wedges

Candy Colour Feat Tribal Pattern

Tuxedo Candy Colour, Bold Layer Cardi, and Tribal Maxi Skirt.

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Black Into Tangerine

I love black and orange tangerine. Apalagi kalo disatukan. Really love it :D

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Playdate With Best Mate

 

Yang ulang tahun harus yah men-traktir? hehehe nggak mau rugi :p

 Kali ini kebetulan diriku dan anggi. The girl in fuschia tshirt.

Extremely Happy :D

Electric Blue Meet Dark Brown

magnolia necklace, girl on the go chunky heels

My birthday outfit. Hehehe lagi suka yang simple-simple but lovable gitu deh. apasih x_x

Hit The Pattern

Why hit the pattern? Because I'm wearing printed head scarf and stripey top. So it means tabrak motif gitu hahahaha maaf gak nyambung hehehe. Btw, I'm wearing printed scarf by Simplygeeky Shop Ayo di orderrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :D