Showing posts with label MINDBLOW. Show all posts
Showing posts with label MINDBLOW. Show all posts

Friday, March 9, 2012

Berkah Umur, Anita!

March, 9 2012,

22 years ago, there's a lil girl born to the world. 3.5cm height and 3kg weight. Yeay that was me, I'm officially 22 years old today. I'm definitely getting old x_x

Di tahun ini banyak sekali perubahan yang terjadi. Mulai dari penampilan, pekerjaan, pola pikir, dan lainlain. Banyak sekali rencana yang ingin diwujudkan di tahun ini. Banyak juga hal-hal yang mau dicapai tahun ini.. Semoga tahun ini dan tahun-tahun kedepannya semakin baik dalam hal apapun. Terimakasihh banyak Allah atas berkah yang tak kunjung surut. I'm nothing without You.

Berkah umur, nit :)

Friday, February 17, 2012

Animal Printed Scarf

Do you have a dream?
I have! I'm not the only one but everyone of you
Lets check this very inspired song lyrics.
Barbie Diamond Castle Song Lyric named "Believe"
Check this out yeah :

Monday, February 6, 2012

Hail Loose And Oversize Yeah!

Semenjak pake hijab, gue jadi agak kurang pede pake baju yang terlalu ketat. Its okay skinny jeans. Gue masih make kok, cuma udah agak kurang nyaman. Nggak tau kenapa. huhuhu. So, Gue mengakalinya dengan pake oversize tee, something loose, sometimes long skirt, atau celana longgar lainnya. Nggak kalah bagus kok pakaian yang ketat sama yang loose. Nggak usah takut keliatan gendut. Yang penting syar'i. Yang penting nyaman dilihat dan nyaman di hati. Kalo masih tahap belajar, ya nggak masalah pake kaos ketat pun, hmm bisa dimanipulasi sama hijab yang loose menutupi dada. Gue enggak menggurui siapapun. Ini sambil menasehati diri sendiri aja hehe. Nggak ada yang boleh memberi penilaian apalagi mengoreksi kita kecuali Dia yang memberikan kita kehidupan yang indah ini. Mari sama-sama saling mengingatkan :)

Monday, December 26, 2011

Keep Walking. Keep Praying. KEEP DREAMING!

Simple artwork but means a lot. Here we go! Read the explanation.

Wedges : That was Wooden Light Wedges from mixnutshoes 
Mixnut on the move : I expect Shoe line ini selalu bergerak. Lebih maju, tentunya!
Penunjuk jalan : I wanna travel all around the world
Money : Punya uang banyak supaya bisa lebih banyak menyenangkan orang lain.

Seperti manusia kebanyakan, gue juga kadang mengalami fase dimana gue merasa sangat down dan sangat terpuruk. Banyak hal yang gue harapkan akan begini malah jadinya begitu. Hal yang gue sangka akan menjadi seperti A malah menjadi seperti E. Sangat sangat jauh dari ekspektasi gue. 

Bukan hanya gue yang merasakan hal seperti ini, pastinya. Gue yakin kok I'm not the only one who feel suffer, jadi bukannya gue mau mendramatisir apapun yang gue ungkapkan, tentu aja bukan. Ini juga bukan karena urusan percintaan, keluarga, pertikaian, perkelahian, perebutan anak, perceraian (ini berlebihan). Tapi karena gue sendiri. Hidup gue sendiri, yang kadang gue sendiri nggak ngerti harus bagaimana. Semakin dewasa gue tumbuh, gue merasa banyak yang harus dipikirkan, banyak yang harus dikerjakan, diprioritaskan, dan gue harus menjadi lebih bertanggung jawab bukan satu bukan dua hal tapi segala hal. 

Gue jadi inget ketika dulu gue masih kecil dan gue susah makan (kata nyokap gue), gue di bawa ke kebun binatang, sea world, taman mini, dll, iya supaya gue mau makan katanya. Dulu juga sewaktu sepatu roda lagi HITS, gue minta dibelikan 1 sama Alm bokap gue, dan ketika dibelikan ternyata merk-nya tidak sesuai dnegan yang gue harapkan, maka gue ngambek minta diganti dengan barbie beserta ken dan anak-anaknya saja. Tapi setelah dibelikan apa? gue malah meminta dibelikan lagi sepatu roda dengan merk yang gue inginkan. 

Tapi mungkin nggak sekarang ketika gue lagi galau masalah hidup, gue minta ke nyokap supaya membawa gue ke kebun binatang atau sea world lagi supaya gue nggak galau? 

Terus ngajak ngomong buaya, 'neng, kamu harus lebih bersyukur karena kamu bukan buaya, karena kalau kamu buaya kamu pasti berjodoh dnegan paaya'. Atau, 'kamu harus bersyukur kamu nggak dikurung di dalem akuarium raksasa dan hidup bareng ikan duyung dan bahkan berbagi makanan dnegan hiu listrik (emang ada?). Nggak mungkin kan? Iya, nggak akan mungkin! 

Sunday, November 13, 2011

I love The Color Of Earth And Chocolate

I Love The Color Of Earth And Chocolate. Ah, warna coklat selalu menjadi warna favorit gue. Eniwei, bumi tuh warna nya kan biru yah bukan coklat. Maksud gue warna tanah, yang membumi, berarti kan coklat. Oke ini maksa. hehehe. If I buy stuffs always end up with this color. Selalu coklat. Coklat lagi. Kenapa? Ya gue mungkin agak konvensional, classic, well jadul .....isssh! Ah warna coklat kan hangat, jadi mau terus deket-deket, nyaman, terus selalu laper :")
-dapet salam dari postingan nggak jelas! iiiiiih-


Thursday, October 20, 2011

Another Thought

There's something right here. In my mind. Stuck. Huks
Do you know what, temans? When you had even very best friend, it would not that easy to collect their mind into the visible one. To build a system from your own mind may be possible, for you! But not the same with others. You have to think twice even hundred even more to decide something very crucial in your life. Better you grow and stand on your own feet. Its not about selfishness, you may not call this with my arrogant statement, and so on. But to come up your own dream, you may not involve your best friend to understand every little things you want. You exactly wrong if you get them into the problem you create! As you absolutely know that your friendship is more than anything.  Do not sacrificing your best with your idealistic, dream, so on. Then, yeah! You have to stand alone, bring them to help you whenever trapped in the middle of obstacle. And appreciate their kindness with the rest of your life. With best friend forever statement. WOOF ya'll *hugs*

Thursday, October 6, 2011

I Wanna Be a Chandelier


A chandelier is a branched decorative ceiling-mounted light fixture with two or more arms bearing lights. Chandeliers are often ornate, containing dozens of lamps and complex arrays of glass or crystal prisms to illuminate a room with refracted light. The earliest candle chandeliers were used in medieval a kings house. They generally took the form of a wooden cross with a number of spikes on which candles could be secured, the whole assembly being hoisted to a suitable height on a rope or chain suspended from a hook.
Source : Wikipedia

But I have my own philosophy about this unique lamp. A Chandelier look like a candle holder. To be a chandelier, you have to collect several even many candles or little lamps to put on it. So it can be turn on brightly. Chandelier will be nothing without a lil tiny candle or lamps. Chandelier will lose the flame. Won't be named a Chandelier without set of lil candle or lamps there.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Retire and Hijab

September, 12 ‘11

What happened on that day? The very special one for me,  a turning point, a big decision, a hard life choices, so on. That day, I decide to covering my head with hijab. Such a miracle or what should I call it beside miracle? Maybe Hidayah or anything could be. Actually whats really matters in my soul until I change all over my appearance? I myself don’t know the answer. Or maybe...

Almost 7 months I work in one of famous news media, be a part of marketing division. There, I learn many things. From my own tasks until life lessons. Until I surrender  and decide to quit. Not an easy choice. But I have no option. I cannot tolerant myself to accept all the good even bad things there. Its time for me to move on and try another way to achieve the goal which I really want to. I convincing myself and I finally QUIT J

People told me that I was fail in career because I can’t be strong. I don’t wanna prove anything, I don’t wanna be a hero or whatever. I just follow my intuition. I wanna start something new to challenge myself.

Last 2 months, I read about Hijab, Islam, and every lil thing in it. I feel like I’m a sinner, I’m not a good person, I’m a bad one, I’m nothing compare with another muslimah. Sometimes I cannot breath, tears down my face like this time, cannot sleep well. I think about a death. I don’t wanna die in a bad condition. I’m afraid of die young with naked condition. What a big question mark in my head. Then why I’m not wearing it right now?

My mantra : “Just do Allah SWT rule, Allah SWT will help anything, stay beside Allah, together solve the problem and find the solution”.

And Alhamdulillah after struggling with my own brain, Finally I’m wearing it on that day. Many story behind this decision. Later I will tell a story.... InshaAllah..

Support me guys, It’s all that I need. Keep Istiqomah. Thank you so much :D

Friday, September 9, 2011

Eid Mubarak!!!!

I know that its too late to say :
Minal Aidin Walfaidzin. Mohon Maaf Lahir Batin.

May Allah SWT always bless us in every single breath. Amin

Friday, July 15, 2011

Life's Good

Life sucks. If you define it bad. Life is beautiful. If you define it good. Everything is nothing until you yourself define it. When you're down and feeling low. Even no one appreciate yourself, don't be mad, unless you are a Mad Hatter! Stay Positive and Strong! Let's conquer the world. Prove that you can beat it. Allah SWT never leave you, Allah SWT will do the rest of your hard work. Believe :D

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

We Want Harry Potter 7 Part 2

Sejak beredar kabar tidak menyenangkan mengenai ketidak tayangan Harry Potter 7 Part 2. Banyak sekali yang justru menyalahkan pemerintahan Indonesia yang secara sengaja tidak menayangkan film-film impor. Banyak sekali pihak yang mengklaim bahwa kesalahan hanya semata karena untuk menaikkan pamor film lokal. Benarkah begitu?

Hanung Bramantyo Blak-Blakan Soal Pajak Film Impor

Jadi sebenarnya, kita harus bersikap bagaimana? Yang dirugikan justru kita sendiri. Tapi dilain hal kita, terutama gw sama sekali tidak senang dengan tidak masuknya film impor. Apalagi yang seperti kita ketahui, harusnya besok 14 juli 2011, Harry Potter 7 Part 2 sudah tayang dan memenuhi bioskop-bioskop Jakarta.

Tidak beruntungnya lagi, kita nggak punya pengganti film lokal selama film impor tidak tayang. Memangnya masih ada yang mau nonton film porno yang dibungkus dengan film horor? Jujur, gw sih ilfeel setengah mati. Syukur kita masih punya banyak Sutradara yang sadar sepenuh jiwa dan raga membuat film-film berkualitas, seperti Hanung Bramantyo, Mira Lesmana, dll. Jadi masih ada sedikit harapan film lokal akan bisa maju dan merajai box office di bioskop Indonesia

Semoga ada keajaiban dan Importir Film membayar pajak sebagaimana mestinya. Jadi nggak ada yang dirugikan, semua senang :D

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Blog's Recovery : 100%

Since I borrow an email from someone for my blog, I really don't know that all the data had been save right there. Without any consideration, I using it day by day and keep confidence that I already have a backup data. Unfortunately, the reality said the opposite thing. When someone got his email back, automatically the data was dissapear. I mean, the image and all the stuffs which is contain of JPEG format. HAHA a bit crazy when I knew that something isn't going well. Because at the first time, I don't know for sure, I thought that Blogspot had change their appearence. Until I know that it's because of a matter. HAHA but now, everything is in handled. Thanks for you who take the responsibility of this case. WooHoo! I'm superduper happy *dancing* :D

Friday, April 15, 2011

What's This?

Since I googled my own blog name (quite weird LOL), I found this blog : MeruyaOnline . They're put the name of their website "Kumpulan Blog Terkenal". Well, I knew that I'm not the one of them. Hehehehehe :D

LOL LOL LOL That was my first thought (at the first paragraph), but after I googled again and again. I know that it was my work's partner blog. HA HA HA HA LOL

Monday, February 14, 2011

Suddenly Floral

Nothing to say, only a pieces of my daily life!

When you don't have a good mood, start to wear a colorful thingy. Me choose floral right now :D